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MY IMMORTAL

2009-09-15T12:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

WITH OR WITHOUT YOU

2009-09-09T00:20:00.000-07:00

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

I KNOW YOU CAN'T BE

2009-09-05T05:17:00.000-07:00

I’m going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You’ll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run but you cannot hide

Don’t say you want me
Don’t say you need me
Don’t say you love me
It’s understood
Don’t say you’re happy
Out there without me
I know you can’t be
’cause it’s no good

I’ll be fine
I’ll be waiting patiently
Till you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realize
Do we have to wait till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You can’t turn back the tide

Don’t say you want me
Don’t say you need me
Don’t say you love me
It’s understood
Don’t say you’re happy
Out there without me
I know you can’t be
’cause it’s no good

I’m going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above

ANA-EA

2009-09-02T00:30:00.000-07:00

"Oamenii au relatii. Intre ei. Cate doi, de preferat de sexe opuse. Insa, mda, toti ajungem (cel putin o data in viata) la un moment dat in situatia in care trebuie sa spunem “stop”, “gata, s-a terminat”, “poate ar fi bine sa luam o pauza”, “nu mai suport”, “te iubesc, dar…”. Ce face o femeie in cazul asta? Pai, in primul rand va mai incerca pentru a N-a oara sa indrepte situatia, sa-L aduca pe drumul cel bun sau sa fie EA mai buna, sa-i arate LUI ca de fapt EI sunt de nedespartit, ca IMPREUNA pot trece peste orice, ca o cearta nu e destul, ca ei sunt mai puternici decat orice, ca trebuie sa comunice mai mult, sa se inteleaga reciproc, bla bla bla. Femeia nu poate sa renunte PUR SI SIMPLU . Si aici vorbim despre o relatie care s-a presupus a fi serioasa inca de la inceput, bazata pe certe sentimente si cu o durata de ceva timp. Femeia se simte datoare sa lupte pana la ultima suflare, sa dea tot ce are ea mai bun, mai de pret, sa sfideze soarta, sa mute muntii din loc, sa treaca peste 9 mari si 9 tari, mai ceva ca-n basme. Pentru o femeie, relatia in care a investit dragoste e cel mai important lucru din lume. Odata cu sprijinul conjugal vin si celelalte, echilibrul financiar, starea psihica, cariera. Daca primul se destrama, totul in jur se ruineaza si ajung sa nu mai conteze; cel putin pe perioada cat tine depresia. Si daca, la final, nici ultimele 1529 de metode de reconciliere nu au efecte pozitive femeia…dispare. Ori pentru ca asa crede ca-i va fi ei mai bine, ori pentru ca poate crede ca asa ii va fi lui mai bine. Depinde cine, ce si cat a gresit. Ce altceva ar mai fi de facut? Ce rost ar mai avea o incheiere ieftina si perimata? Ce cuvinte si-ar mai avea rostul sa se faca auzite? Oricum ochii care nu se vad se uita, zic unii. Asa ca, dragi barbati, in momentul in care despartirea devine iminenta sa nu va speriati daca din secunda 2 nu o veti mai vedea, sau daca nu veti mai stii nimic de ea, sau daca nu o veti mai gasi in locurile in care obisnuiati sa mergeti impreuna…Probabil e acasa, singura, lingandu-si ranile…pentru ca, nu-i asa, saliva vindeca si cele mai adanci gauri…"

All coming back to me now

2009-01-23T00:41:00.000-08:00

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed if I just
Listened to it right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust and I just
Knew my eyes were drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can?t remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory yYou and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit that it?s all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It?s so hard to believe but it?s all coming back to me
It?s all coming back, it?s all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I?d never do
Again but then they?d always seemed right
There were nights of endless
Pleasure it was more than any laws allow
Baby, Baby
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was not long ago
But it?s all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was that long ago
But it?s all coming back to me
It?s so hard to resist
And it?s all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it?s all coming back to me now
But you were history
With the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you
Since then
But if you touch me like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it?s all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it?s all coming back to me
It?s all coming back
It?s all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold and there were
Flashes of light
There were things we?d never do again but
Then they?d always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby, baby, baby
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind but it?s
All coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
When we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies all coming back to me
I can barely recall but it?s all coming
Back to me now
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget and it?s all coming
Back to me now
It?s all coming back to me now
When I touch you like that
When you do it like thïs
If we

I feel like falling in and out....

2008-12-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

See the mirror in your eyes
See the truth behind the lies
Your lies are haunting me

See the reason in your eyes
Giving answer to the why
Your eyes are haunting me

/Huhh/
/Huhh/
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
In love, in love,
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
Your love, your love,
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
Your love, your love,
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
Your love

See the mirror in your eyes
See the truth behind the lies
Your lies are haunting me
See the reason in your eyes
Giving answer to the why
Your eyes are haunting me

/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
In love, in love, in love
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
Your love, your love, your love
Your love, your love, your love
Your love, your love, your love
Your love, your love, your love
Your love, your love, your love
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
Your love, your love, your love
/Huhh/
Falling in and out of love
Your love, your love, your love

Why can't you see it
Why can't you feel
In and out of love each time
Why can't you feel it
Why can't you see it
In and out of love

I keep keep running
I keep keep falling
Love is fade away

You keep keep running
I keep keep falling
Love is fade away

Keep keep running
I keep keep falling
Love is fade away

/Huhh/
Away, away, away,
Away, let ït fade away

Bine am venit!

2008-12-01T10:28:00.000-08:00

J'reste
avec mes souvenirs
ces morceaux du passé
comme un miroir en éclats de verre
mais à quoi ça sert

C'que j'voulais dire
reste sur des pages blanches
sur lesquelles je peux tirer un trait
c'était juste hier

Tu ne m'as pas laisser le temps
de te dire tout c'que je t'aime
ni tout c'que tu me manques

On devrait toujours dire avant
l'importance que les gens prennent
tant qu'il est encore temps
mais tu ne m'as pas laissé le temps

Toi qui m'as tout appris
et m'as tant donné
C'est dans tes yeux que je grandissais
et me sentais fier

Pourquoi sans prévenir
un jour tout s'arrête
et vous laisse encore plus seul sur terre
sans savoir quoi faire